Between Certain Death and a Possible Future - Queer Writing on Growing up with the AIDS Crisis Book

RELEASE DATE - 2 DECEMBER 2021

Every queer person lives with the trauma of AIDS, and this plays out intergenerationally. Usually we hear about two generations - the first, coming of age in the era of gay liberation, and then watching entire circles of friends die of a mysterious illness as the government did nothing to intervene. And now we hear about younger people growing up with effective treatment and prevention available, unable to comprehend the magnitude of the loss.

But there is another generation between these two, one that came of age in the midst of the epidemic with the belief that desire intrinsically led to death, and internalised this trauma as part of becoming queer.

Between Certain Death and a Possible Future: Queer Writing on Growing up with the AIDS Crisis offers crucial stories from this missing generation in AIDS literature and cultural politics. This wide-ranging collection includes 36 personal essays on the ongoing and persistent impact of the HIV\/AIDS crisis in queer lives.

Here you will find an expansive range of perspectives on a specific generational story - essays that explore and explode conventional wisdom, while also providing a necessary bridge between experiences.

These essays respond, with eloquence and incisiveness, to the question: How do we reckon with the trauma that continues to this day, and imagine a way out?

"An exciting and important collection that reconvenes community and brings our hidden feelings and experiences of HIV again to light and to consciousness."
Sarah Schulman, author of Let the Record Show: A Political History of ACT UP New York, 1987-1993

"Between Certain Death and a Possible Future is a must-read for this moment, yet another juncture where we face the collision of brutal inequality, right-wing resurgence, and pandemic. This book is deeply personal, moving, and evocative, and at the same time has an enormous amount to teach us about the political and social conditions that have produced the social meanings of AIDS and sex that have shaped our lives."
Dean Spade, author of Mutual Aid: Building Solidarity During This Crisis (and the Next)

"I thought I knew everything about how the queer generation after mine was impacted by AIDS, but Sycamore's eye-opening anthology pierced my naive cockiness. I remember my life and sexual coming out before the AIDS crisis, but what if AIDS is all you've ever known? How did that define your queerness? Sycamore breaks open a dam of suppressed stories centred on stigma, from wildly diverse voices, pouring forth with startling honesty and resilience."
Peter Staley, author of Never Silent: ACT UP and My Life in Activism

"Between Certain Death and a Possible Future is an essential contribution to AIDS literature because it invites the reader to wrestle with the unceasing impact of HIV beyond the 'crisis years, ' beyond heroic activism, into under-explored narrative terrain where effective medical treatments redefined the ongoing epidemic from certain death to something else we're still figuring out, damaged but resilient, in search of a possible future."
Tony Valenzuela, writer and former executive director of the Foundation for the AIDS Monument and Lambda Literary

"We've grown up reading and seeing the stories of those who lived through the AIDS crisis--and those who didn't--but what of the generation in the middle that grew up in the immediate wake of AIDS but before the promise of PrEP. The generation that, as Lambda Award-winning writer Bernstein puts it, 'came of age in the midst of the epidemic with the belief that desire intrinsically led to death, internalising this trauma as part of becoming queer?' Bernstein's necessary and thought-provoking anthology amasses dispatches from writers and activists who weathered the fallout."
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